Humanity dies.
Always it is dying. The humans need to eat to survive.
They need the right mix of oxygen and nitrogen and a handful of other gasses to
keep from suffocating. They need a full atmosphere of pressure just to keep
their bodies from hemorrhaging apart. Microorganisms invade their bodies and
kill them. Sometimes their cells even attack themselves and the body dies.
But even without all these, if a perfect human lives in
atmosphere with all the food and gases it needs, shelter, safe from micro and
macro-organisms alike, even then, after a long enough time it just dies. All the
processes that keep it alive just stop, for no good reason.
Hardly an intelligent design.
Somewhere on a space vessel, a tiny rock punctures the
hull, and humanity dies. Not enough shielding from the radiation of space, and
humanity dies. Somewhere, humanity fights itself, and it dies by its own hands.
A group of cells begin replicating too quickly, and humanity dies. Sometime a
filter fails, the balance of gasses shifts, and humanity dies.
Humanity is always dying, any time, place, or way you
care to interact with it. So many design flaws compounding, so many bad
physiological choices, so many psychological errors. To humanity this is
normal.
Humanity considers itself created to die. Doesn’t consider
that there is any other way. When it met us, humanity thought we were the
strange ones. Then it died.
Here is a human expression: the short end of the stick.
It means to be unfortunate. To not have as many good things as other parties.
Humanity got the short end of the stick.
Every time you talk with humanity, it is a manic
preoccupation that runs under the words. Humanity always talks about what it is
going to do before it dies. It is unsettling. Humanity doesn’t even seem to want life.
Humanity calls it “immortality.” Mortality means death. Our life, humanity
calls “not-death,” and that’s probably the most telling thing about humankind
there is.
But for all its flaws and stupid design errors, humanity
is successful. I asked a human why, once, and it told me after some thought:
“Gotta make your mark before you kick off, right?”
“Making your mark” means creating something that will be
remembered. “Kicking off” is another one of a thousand words humanity has for
death. I thought at the time that those were both of them such novel ideas. But
to humanity, they are normal.
Humanity is absolutely obsessed with making its mark.
Then after it has done so, it dies. No time to enjoy its labors, no periods of
rest; humanity works and works and struggles without stopping, and then it
dies. Such a bizarre species. Many of us think humanity is kind of pointless.
And yet...
Where we colonize a dozen worlds, humanity conquers
hundreds. And then it dies. Where we know how to split atoms, humanity has figured
out how to put them back together any way it wants. Then it dies. We
occasionally build art and monuments, but humanity puts them on every world it
can live on, and even those it can’t. Afterwards, it dies. We draw life from
the stars, but humanity has learned to make them dance to its will. And then it
is dead.
Anything our philosophers grapple with, humanity already
has an answer. Anything we build or create or alter, humanity has already done
so. Our theories are examined by humanity and either proven right or discarded
as wrong. Humanity already knows the answers. We struggle to learn even the
basics of human communication, but humanity picks up our language and cultural
lexicons almost as an afterthought. And at the end of all this, it still dies.
Humanity dies and dies and dies and we, in our
‘non-death’—we can’t get out of its shadow. Humanity does great things and
dies, but more humanity is always there, and it is always better. A manic
obsession with constant improvement. Of working until it dies. Of making its
mark.
Humanity has no time to enjoy its accomplishments. It
never sits back and looks at all it has done because it is always busy doing
more before it dies. It creates wonders and forgets that they’re wonders
because the new humanity that comes has always had them; those wonders become
normal. This concern over death drives it in a constant struggle—here is
another human phrase: rat race—and informs everything humanity does. It can
never escape death, even though it runs from it. Then the new humanity starts
where the old left off and runs further before it too dies. Ironically, this is
what humanity calls ‘the cycle of life.’
We do not have to worry about such things. We will not
die. We will never end. We may spend as long as we want enjoying our lives and
the things we create. None of the frantic obsession that plagues humanity. This
is very fortunate for us.
So why do I feel that it is we who got the short end
of the stick?