Kamis, 05 Mei 2016

Monolog #11

Do you know what a virtual particle is?

A virtual particle is literally that -- a particle that has only a virtual existence as a solution to and consequence of the equations describing quantum mechanics. They are modeled as pairs of particles popping into existence simultaneously, meeting, annihilating, and vanishing with no net change to the energy-state of the universe.

Virtual particles do two things: They permit black holes to evaporate through radiation, and they provide a neat answer to a question every sapient species has ever asked -- the origin of the universe. You see, if a virtual, unreal, simulated particle can still produce real tangible effects and yet accurately be said never to have truly existed at all… Then so can the universe. If the energy state of the universe will eventually decay to zero - if it is ’flat’ to use the human cosmological parlance - then it will have, in a big-picture sense, never existed at all. And any universe you happen to encounter is nothing more than a temporary local anomaly.

The point is that all of this is virtual, an emergent product of an equation that is still being worked through. Eventually, all of it will be gone and so will we, and nothing will remain. Spacetime and all its energy and matter will be gone as if they never were, exactly because they never actually were in the first place.

We live, in a mockery of a reality, one that’s infinitely less real than the worlds we build inside our minds, one with no meaning, no purpose, no fate and no hope except whatever we can create for ourselves. All of us are trapped in a cruel game that allows only defeat. 

The only endgame is to live a little longer, and the only winning move is to keep playing.